It is 4am. Still not sleeping. Tomorrow/later today I see a dr. No idea what is going to happen. 50:50 hospital or not.
Thanks to everyone who has sent messages of support. I am in no state to answer comments or emails.
Shout to Anna Grace in Wisconsin, USA, who knows more than anyone I know what "this" means.
Hi to everyone else. If I start naming names I will never stop.
Shop closed. Over and out. (For now.)